you know how life has that intensely craptastic side effect of making you look really stupid? For instance, you could step in a puddle that looks really shallow, but its actually the world's smallest lake, or you could bring soup to school for luch one day and you didn't bring a spoon, or your dad picks you up from school to go shoping, and you didnt bring your wallet. Neither did he. So whats my point? Simply speaking, at first, things might look good, but they're actually a bottemless pit of dispair.

Ok, so maybe im overreacting (maybe) but at first, i found this movie making program on my dad's laptop, and im like "wooo hooo i can finally create my artistic pants off on youtube!". so,naturally, i started out with something simple. A slideshow. then another. then another. then i thought..."wow. im really bad comared to most AMVers out there, and windows movie maker isnt exactly top notch." so, one fateful day i saw a slideshow that had lots of cool effects, and was created on onetruemedia.com. so i thought "sweet, no downloading, makes the slideshow more interesting, lets do it!".

...This was around the point where my dad found all the pictures on his laptop... But he took it better than i thought. He actually even offered me a great movie maker system we could install. "Yes!", i thought....NO! Do you now why i say no? well, the system he intsalled, called Pinacle (looks like pinaple), is completly ausome yet completely retarded. It has amazing effects, manages files really great...but then it screws up. For some reason you have to pay for ANYTHING extra (just like at a hotel), and sometimes (just out of the blue) clips dont work, and it freezes up.

So, children, the lesson today is that mike constantly screws herself over and will never learn, do not use her as a role model, and dont eat ANYTHING that looks like its moving. Oh, and never write a journal. Now that i've contemplated all my angsty feelings im even more pissed off than before. Ah well... ill just go watch slayers, get a few good laughs, then stare at a picture of Shannon from Scrapped Princess for about half an hour then go to bed.

sweet dreams:3